“It frightens me that I can’t do anything sensible about it.”
“Are you scared that you’ll wind up with a boring job where you have to see the same people every day and drink instant coffee?”
“I’m more scared that I’ll forget the feelings that I have now.”
“Kind of like how you forgot how it feels to be three years old.”
“That surely I’ll wind up thinking: I was so young, I didn’t really understand everything. It bothers me that I know I will be wrong.”

– Gunnar Ardelius, “I Need You More Than I Love You and I Love You to Bits”


It doesn’t make sense to let go of something you have wanted for so long, but it also doesn’t make sense to hold on when there’s nothing there.