I don’t believe in romantic love anymore. I just don’t feel anything at all. 🙂
I don’t know.
I’m just numb I guess?
Or maybe I don’t really have a heart to begin with. (which is sadder) ><
I don’t know what I really want right now. All I can see are the things that I want to do (organization, work and academics). Whenever I think of falling in love with someone, I feel weird. The idea just freaks me out right now. O_O
Maybe the idea of being in love is somehow alien to me. I don’t want to expect anything from anybody. I don’t like mixed signals or assuming things, it just make things complicated.
I guess, I’m fine being with myself right now. 🙂
I’ll elaborate it on my next post. 😉